Wednesday, June 17, 2015

waiting

So even though it has been over a year since I have blogged the title of my blog is definitely still true. Our life is still very crazy and very beautiful.  A lot has happened since March 2014 and obviously I cant recall everything little or even big thing. The biggest thing that has happened in out life though i can recall and will tell you about this wonderful big thing. 
Me and Josh had been trying to get pregnant for about 2 years.  In this time of trying and waiting we prayed and trusted in God ( although it wasn't always easy) We changed our lifestyle by eating better, and using all natural and homemade cleaning and beauty products.  Obviously that alone was into the answer but we felt like that was what we were supposed to do and I believe it did help us in many ways. We went through many ups and downs throughout this time and we leaned on God and on each other. We knew God had a plan and we trusted in his plan and in his timing ( again not easy to do) 
first ultra sound
 In November of 2014 we had decided to just relax about not worry and just chill about the whole trying to get pregnant for awhile. So we did..our mind was set it will happen when it happens no more stressing and worrying God its in your hands!! Towards the end of December I was feeling extremely tired and I was like there is something wrong with me and Josh said I think your pregnant. Because of having false alarms many times before we waited over a week to actually take a test. POSITIVE!!! :) :) We couldn't believe it! Since then time has literally flown by so quick..I am now 7 months pregnant and we are trying to get everything ready and trying to pace ourselves. There is a giant ministry to do list and a giant  home to do list but we are getting things done and trusting in God to help us achieve it all. 
8 weeks pregnant
29 weeks pregnant 
For those of you who are waiting on something or overwhelmed remember God is on your side..Seriously he is! Our lives are so busy and can be so overwhelming but God is here.  Wait on him ask him to give you wisdom and peace, make a to do list and pace yourself.  God didn't create us to be overwhelmed and stressed he created us to have peace and Joy. So today if you are not feeling any peace or joy sit with the lord talk to him sing some worship songs and just rest in him ( Even if its just for 5 min) find your rest in him today.